Saturday, June 27, 2009

Horrifying? Not so... and heartbroken

Horrifying? Not so...

Today was my school's open day. My class teacher just came back from her honeymoon yesterday and she looked so so tired today. I really pity her... :( hope you rest well, my dear class teacher. And congrats btw!
Anyway, my mom came and take my report card. Well, as usual, she talked more than my teacher and my teacher was agreeing most of the time only. And I sat there quietly, most of the time too. haha.....

This is my overall result :

  • Malay language - 68 (B3)
  • English language - 71 (A2)
  • History/Sejarah - 45 (D7)
  • Modern Maths - 70 (A2)
  • Additional Maths - 32 (G9, fail, haih...unexpected)
  • Physics - 52 (C6)
  • Chemistry - 52 (C6)
  • Biology - 41 (E8)
  • P. Moral - 70 (A2)
Heartbroken Me :(

I'm still not over my x... I'm still so sad. I'm even more sad when I found out he's with another girl.... haih.... I'm feeling so lifeless and useless.... But the good thing is I don't know who is that girl. And I also really thank God that He (God) is always by my side, going through tough times with me, helping me and guiding me.
Well, the only song that really fits my condition most is A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta.

Oohhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is

But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with HER now
I just can't figure it out

Chorus:
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on

But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with HER now
I just can't figure it out

(Chorus)

Maybe I regret, everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah... oohhh...
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhh...
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh.

(Chorus)

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why, I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh....

(Edited a bit by Jo Ann aka me)

Prayer Items :
  1. Subang Rally 2009
  2. Family's Day
  3. Recess Revolution
  4. Talent Quest Finals / Night Dinner
  5. A (H1N1)
  6. Christian Fellowship (CF)
  7. My grandma (she had stroke few years back and getting weaker lately) and she's a non-Christian and a quite a strong Buddhist
  8. School Teachers
  9. blessings and protection upon each and every living things
  10. School and tuition teachers

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