Today my school had gotong-royong. We have to clean up the school. but my friends and I were helping out in the library to sort out books which are old and out of syllabus and to clean up. I took a few pics of the gotong-royong
1) I put this template is basically to cheer myself up (as in can smile physically and emotionally) and also to those who are sad or heart broken like me. Besides that, I find that template is cute. But somehow, it's still not cheering myself up yet.. or never will, most likely.. I'm not sure. Someone pls help me!!! It's an emotion and mental torture for me! and this can go on for months...........
>How to overcome heart broken-ness?
>Where are my real friends to help when I'm in need? (I din say I don't have one)
Those are questions that I'm lately thinking bout. I need some answers!
2) I'm slowly getting more pissed at the S/U of Librarian as she is not doing her job. We (Nat, Ben Guo and I, even teacher) is unhappy bout her performance. But if she continue on like that, her position is at stake (hopefully I spelled correct). She better buck up. Well, see what happens next week before actions are taken.
btw, I'm not supposed to be online today. Hehe... but b'cause of some editing I need to do in one of the reports (suppose to be S/U 's job) and I take this advantage to go on the internet. and I actually used quite long already. So I've got to go.
I'm sad, I'm hurt. Why is this all happening to me now only... when it is SPM year. Even though, I pretend to be happy in front of ppl, but I'm actually hurt inside of me. The videos of songs that I posted up also, bout love and few of them have relation to what I feel.
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed
You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What *you* would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into...
You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touched it I was burned Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Oh won't you walk through And bust in the door And take me away Oh no more mistakes Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Beyonce - If I were A Boy
David Archuleta - A little too not over you
Oohhhh oh, oh..
It never crossed my mind at all. It's what I tell myself. What we had has come and gone. You're better off with someone else. It's for the best, I know it is. But I see you. Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside, And I turn around. You're with him now. I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you. Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade. What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go. Didn't think it'd be this hard. Should be strong, movin' on. But I see you. Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside. And I turn around, You're with him now. I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said, No way to take it all back, yeah... Now I'm on my own.. How I let you go, I'll never understand. I'll never understand, yeah, oohh.. Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh.. Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. And I really don't know what to do. I'm just a little too not over you. Not over you, oohhh..
Taylor Swift - Love Story
We were both young, when I first saw you. I close my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.
I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns. I see you make your way through the crowd You say hello, little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" And I was crying on the staircase begging you please don't go... And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone. I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess, It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
So I sneak out to the garden to see you. We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while. Oh, Oh.
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter, And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" but you were everything to me I was begging you, please don't go And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone. I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess. It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Thank you very much, Nat! You've taught and showed me many things bout this blogging thing. Though I started way much earlier than you, but you update your blog more than me. Haha... Thank you again very much. I'll ask you again if anything and if you don't mind... oh and sorry for messing your blog up just because you showed me how to do... Really sorry, I feel so bad.
Hey! sorry for not posting so long as I was and am busy with homeworks. so I won't have so much time to online anymore. Bout the Thailand trip day 2 and 3 are not gonna be continued. So sorry.
Btw, yesterday when I had school to replace for CNY, Pn Sherily, my english teacher, was so nice. She let us use her laptop to go online and use her handphone to watch tv. That is like so rare of a discipline teacher to allow students to use electronic devices in school. Unfortunately, I didn't bring my phone. Should have brought! ISh!
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